College (LIFE)

-September IDK 2025

Sooooooooooooooooooo funfact im graduating early in NOVEMBER bc i do accelerated online school, but that means im also looking at colleges and jobs at 16 almost 17 

this shit is so hard (っ °Д °;)っ

I wanna be a Marine Ecologist/Marine Researcher so i need at minimum a bachelors but like idk where to go for that bc also im doing all my basics at the nearby college for my area (so like my associates stuff) before doing a university for my bachelors. NOT TO MENTION where i live is like not the best for the kinda marine stuff i wanna do so i wanna go out of state for uni but then also my moms disabled and so i feel bad leaving her alone yknow same with getting a job bc im abt to get my learners permit for driving (a lot is happening) 
so basically all at once im: Graduating highschool in a couple months, getting my learners permit to start driving, looking at my preferred jobs and colleges, all now. OBVI the colleges can wait a little longer but i kinda feel like i have to bc im graduating so early and usually when ur a senior or junior thats when u start looking but thats 17-18 not SIXTEEEEEEEEEEEEN

also to add, im graduating with honors. HONORS?!?!?!?1!??! ik crazy... But i feel like i have to keep doing that, like i set myself up to have to only accomplish stuff better than average but like nO i DONT i can be AVERAGE ffs. 

TLDR: im doing life too early all at once