EVERYTHING'S GOING WRONG (16th Sep. 2025)

Let me explain. 

As you know if you read my last blog I started school last week in Friday and had to go Saturday too. I'm not gonna bother you with the whole part like "school sucks!!" and shit like that, I'm gonna complain about other stuff where school is slightly mentioned (kinda).

First off, the thing I hate the most is waking up early. I gotta wake up at like 5:30 AM if I don't wanna be fast asleep on the bus for school, plus my sleep schedule is complete garbage. Usually I don't go to sleep before midnight and usually sleep after 1 AM. I know it's kinda my fault (I should fix it) but I just can't fix it. Even if I'm not using my phone I just stay awake until like 1 AM or later. My brother doesn'y really help too. We share our bedroom together and he doesn't have school, but he has work. But he just decides to go to sleep at 1 AM, so even if I try to sleep I just see his computer's screen flashing across the whole room, sometimes keeping me up. Yesterday I forgot to put the alarms for today to wake me up and I just woke up at 7 AM, my bus is at 7:15 AM. I don't even know how I managed to get ready and get to the bus stop that quickly. So yeah I'm not gonna try and repeat that ty very much!

Apart from the waking up early part, school's been ass. I have friends, of course, but my pookie wookie decided to fucking change schools and she actually did, so I can't suffer with her anymore.. In my class I'm not rly friends with a lot of ppl. I'm only "friends" with my deskmate and the blind guy in my class. They're fun, not my deskmate but oh well.

I'm just freaking out. Volleyball practice is NOT helping, it's just adding stress to the whole thing..

I'm just gonna go try to sleep. Buhbye!!!