my birthday is tomorrow

If i was writing this three yearz ago, i would said something like "ive accomplished nothing, and another year has been wasted" but... i don't feel that way, anymore. 

my entire life ive been dreading getting older, dayz would go by so fast, and before i knew it, i was right infront of the candlez. every birthday since i was younger just... wasnt happy. something always went wrong. 

but well... i got so busy being around people who actually value me as a person these last few yearz. ive gotten comfortable with people i wouldnt trade for the world, ive loved people, ive lost people, ive grown as a person. and now, so close to my birthday again... im happy. 

i didnt realize it until now, but im so, so happy. i know im gonna fumble every once in awhile, sometimez i might think "this is the end, what can i even do?", but to that, i gotta keep going. im thankful for the people who have made me realize my worth as a person, and im thankful that theyve stuck with me even through my worst. 

so..... ive accomplished alot in my life, i just needed to find my place in the world to finally see that.

take care of yourselvez, stay hydrated, i love you all, and incase i don't see ya, good afternoon, good evening, and goodnight. ❣️