i have no life and i must sleep

I'm so tired all the time. Is it because I don't exercise, don't eat all my meals, (and on top of that I eat like shit), sleep 12 hours, don't go out, spend all week at home, or because I stare at a screen all day?!!?!

I'm literally so tired, i wake up tired after sleeping 10000 hrs. I know what i have to do (apart from a quick meeting with a doctor bcs i know that i have nutrient deficiencies fs)
I just really wanna get out of my phone and do SOMETHING i literally have SO MUCH FREE TIME i could spend creating something, working on so many projects i have but i do nothing except rot in bed.
I wish i could make working on my personal stuff a job so i have a pressing deadline to work with so i get it done. I kinda envy youtubers or big tik tok artist lmao (who doesnt, ask any kid now what they wanna be when they grow up, they will probably tell you they want to be a youtuber, i wanted to be a clown as a kid)

Today ill try to DO something. And do it again tomorrow, i just wanna kick into gear again

not related but the font here is so fucking tiny my stupid baka short-sightedness eyes cant take it 

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