UPDATE: Help going on date#2

Guys, oh my, the weekend is over and it’s Monday right now. My school ends in an hour and he wants to see me again!!! If you don’t know what I’m talking about, go check out my latest blog and then come back to this one:  https://blog.spacehey.com/entry?id=1911703

Anyway, he wants to go to the Demon Slayer movie with me after school and I’m kinda scared because I usually don’t go to the movies with boys. Most of the time, the only thing they want to do is cuddle, kiss, and touch you in places where the sun doesn’t shine. I just hope he isn’t like that, because if he is, I’m gonna be so disappointed. What if he only wants to go to the movies with me so he can get intimate?

I don’t really like the idea of going on dates to the movies because you’re not talking, you’re not moving, you’re just… doing nothing. I guess I could like the cuddling, but I’m also scared that if we cuddle, he’s going to get obsessed with me or something. And no, I do not have a big ego, but most of the time this happened when I had those moments with boys. They get attached to me, and I drift away because I’m scared of boys who can’t live without me.

It feels like I’m stuck in a place where I’m only going to get hurt and love-bombed, and it will never end. I’m sorry, but I need my space sometimes because I will literally go insane.

PLOTTWIST::::: He wants to go to a 4DX movie so like the seats are moving and shi but broooooo thats so expensiveee. I told him i think its to expensive and he sould get a refund or something but he said no. Brooo i like him a lot and i know he likes me back but i dont want him to spend so much money on me...

I will give you guys an update tonight of how it went WISH ME LUCK

x ciao Bella