happy 5am (i really don't want to go to class dude)

i have class in 5 hours and sleep has been very hard. i conked out in the middle of the day and woke up at 8pm, and Then i couldn't go back to sleep despite being exhausted still. fun

i haven't been on my antidepressants because i'm low on drinks to take it with so i feel like shit, my mother's also been sick so that's not great. i could make an excuse to my teacher and be absent for today only but i don't think it would be very productive

regardless i have a project to do. it's more elaborate so i'm worried but maybe i'll succeed. i've gotten better with handling perfectionism in my art at least but god am i just downright exhausted with life

the very few social media i have hasn't been appealing to me thanks to a Certain Incident so it's hard to get inspiration for more miku art. i'll figure something out

time to attempt sleep one more time    Good night

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