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I don't know if you guys see it around you too, but ever since the start of the highschool (I'm in the second year) my classmates been treating me like... I can't really name it, but a girl (my longtime friend) straight up came up to me and said the other girls treat you like you have a issue, yeah fine she straight up said everyone thought I was autistic- but even if that's true, why the hell does it have to be THAT hard for you to just ask- or tell a person what do ou think about them instead of talking behind their back.
They make the, uh, the "school councelor smile", yk what I mean? And they talk in a weird, high pitched voice like I can't tell the difference.
And there is the awkward silence and some kind of murmur coming from the back of the class whenever I ask LITERALLY ANYTHING to teacher, it's about the fucking lesson, you'd knoe if you actually listened.
Anyways, I am going to start gossipping loudly next to them with my friend in breaks from now on- we'll se if that will work. No bugs at school anymore.
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itsnotan-obsession-itsalifestyle
I understand how you feel i guess. when i went to public school if people were talking to me they would talk to me like they thought i was five or they thought it was stupid, like i'm not five and i'm not stupid i do better than you on test so why do you think i'm a toddler. and when people saw my grades theyd be like "aww you did so good on this" but like in a realy patronizing way like they thought they were talking to a toddler. anyways i can't offer anything else other than i relate
Yeah, I get it, but I'll get out of this environment eventually I hope, doesn't feel the best yeah, but neither of us can control anyone.
by Lobsterr; ; Report
zay !
people can be such assholes sometimes it's hard to fathom. im sorry they've been treating you like that, but as the other comment mentioned, you NEED new friends. im sure there's plenty of other people who'd actually enjoy being around you and hearing you talk about your interests
They don't even give me a chance, I tried before. It's really not that easy when they don't SEE you as a "person". Not even only ignoring, but seeing me as a five year old and themselves the Sokrates or smt. Yeah cause obviously they know so much more than me because my one and only capability is to memorize 200 diffrent bugs, and NOTHING else. Right.
by Lobsterr; ; Report
yeah no its pathetic i get it..they're dehumanizing you in the shittiest way possible. not even worth caring about what people like that think. you're so much better than them in every aspect.
by zay !; ; Report
I personally don't think they re bad people. Most of them have very nice relationships between them and really nice to each other. Maybe it's just unintentional, people aren't suitable for every human type after all, but the thing that gets me mad is they don't tell it to you when they think you're being too much at the moment. They let it grow into a huge ball of annoyence and then roll it over me all at once
by Lobsterr; ; Report
🍑gr3at.s4ge🐮
i mean this from the bottom of my heart but you do not have to change yourself for your friends- you need to get friends who understand or at least respect you for YOU. life gets better when you're around people who embrace your differences!!
Yeah yeah Ik, but this shits been getting annoying lately. At least I already have friends from my old school, I still get bored but AT LEAST they know I am not that annoying in general.
by Lobsterr; ; Report
And I forgot to thank you for being awesome, I was feeling kinda bad and that really helped thankss <3
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