Pretend lucidity

pretend Lucidity 

i am climbing 

embarking on a metaphysical journey 

dangling from the side 

of my slumberous mountain

of my brain 

this dream is different 

i am in control

  i am Not in control 

is this real?

am I real?

No….. yes ….. maybe

the snow is purple now 

and the sky is a hellish red and green

what does this mean 

i study each flake 

perhaps i'll know when I'm awake

but that is then and this is now

am I on drugs 

surely not 

my mother would have a fit 

overactive imagination 

and stress 

is the only answer to it.