COLLEGE ORIENTATION IS SICK

This college orientation in my college is driving me insane. Well it's some kind of tradition that have been held for decades in my country. The senior a.k.a the committee would play rough with their freshmen in order to test, to train their mental resilience. The senior would shout, grumpy, or make any uncomfortness but not until physically, it's forbidden.

It sounds usual, kind of adrenaline or fun or somehow maybe. When i was a kid I always thought that it will be exciting, intriguing, i can't wait to have that. But i take it back rn.

Been 3 weeks and IT'S TERRIFYING. They really shouting at us, but in serious way, every damn minutes, everything that i done seems bothering them sm. I mean- DUDE I DONT DO ANY FORBID THINGS, I OBEY THE RULES, ETC. so please be nice.....

I dont bring guns, i dont murder ppl, i never touch drugs in my life, im a cute little virgin, the only sin i've done is just watching corn and being perverted inside. I NEVER BREAK ANY LAW.

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It's tiring.

Why don't you guys just raging ONLY to the freshmen that break the rules?? Why do we all treat by a same shitty treatment here??

I never been shouted by anyone before, even my parent (eum- my mom actually like a lion king and scold me but it's only when im being brattt. And i love her sm so it's ok.) You guys seniors really think that you all cool? Swagg?? You feel superior for shouting at us. Ah come on.

I know u guys dont do any harm on us physically, not hitting, or punching, or kicking us but still you guys breaking our mental somehow. U guys don't know that you all facing a hello kitty heart that is ultrafragile and could be exploded and turn into a fairy dust...

Im hurtt.... and when i got home i check twitter, freshmen are complaining on college menfess account. They feel the same too. It's annoying! 

Oh god help me, i still have one whole semester until the orientation phase is finally over.

And im not okay.

 Completely not okay.