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I wish i had more to just talk about.
my day to day life is largely uneventful due to my mobility and financial restraints, and i regulate my mood to a point where i dont often experience drastic highs or lows but the result is a major lack of social interaction. i have opinions, thoughts, knowledge,, i have nothing to do with any of it. nowhere to put it. makes it difficult to engage in meaningful digital logging that isnt just dumping what others may see as negative without another participant.
it all just feels... hollow i suppose; talking lopsidedly to an invisible audience that may or may not read and respond.
i'm sure i'll get used to it with experience
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itrhld
i don't know if i understood the very specific sense of what you are trying to convey but i can understand the feeling of "hardly having something to talk about". when it happens to me it usually happens by feeling like everyone around me has so much stuff to tell and i'm just like "yes it's good" or "oh no it's bad" cause i don't really know any "topic" in detail. though i think people might be able to enjoy one other's company not necessarily by having to say or do something specific; maybe sometimes you just need to feel at ease with the right people (which is, like, very difficult but i am personally a pessimistic guy so don't listen to everything i say okay)
in any case, i would be interested in hearing more in detail about this particular topic, i might learn to see the world in some way i have never tried before... also, i have just learnt like three terms in english that i had never heard before in my life so thank you lmao
please tell me if i completely went off topic TT and have a good rest of the day/night whatever your time zone has to offer when you read this
IT JUST SPREADED THE ITALIC ALL OVER THE PLACE????
by itrhld; ; Report
YOU DIDNT GO OFF TOPIC it's all good (●ˇ∀ˇ●)
for me it's more of an issue with blogging and starting conversation; since a lot of the way i speak depends on being able to supplement information and experience it's difficult for me to come up with topics to speak on by myself! a better way for me to explain—there isnt a whole lot of things that i dont have at least fundamental knowledge or opinions on so i struggle to voice those without initiation. i'm often told i seem very quiet or reserved because of it.
i believe it necessary to be able to tolerate silence with others but when it comes to my personal engagement i dont often speak my mind without being asked. it can make it hard for people to get to know me well, and make it difficult for posting blogging stuff online since there's no 'prompt' to give a 'response' to.
likewise a lot of people feel the way you explained! it can be tough to participate in lengthy conversation with me since once i do start speaking a lot people dont understand what i'm talking about or have trouble finding a response they deem acceptable to give
by WolfsbaneAconite; ; Report
omg YEAH then i really get what you are saying :,,,
by itrhld; ; Report