He Brought Me Flowers…

I guess im back in my lover girl era because I went on a date last night and I just know...

There were hella green flagss and actually this is just the bare minimum but i never had the bare minimum so thats why it feels so special to me. FIRST OF ALL he bought me flowersss, omyyy i never gotten flowers from a boy so green flag. He took me bowling and made sure if i wanted to eat anything there but i said no because the food there is hella expensive so i said no, after that we went to eat but he wouldnt tell me where we were going so its was sort of a superise but eventually we got there and we ate so good the food was amazing. after we got food we went to the mall because i needed to charge my phone and we made a handshake together. Well im think im back.. I needed somebody that brought the lover girl out me because i noticed im much happier when i like somebody then when i have like a lot of guys to talk to. Im not made for the hoe life guyss i had my evil fase but thats not who i am, hihi i hope everything goes good between us. 

We shall see if hes the one and if hes not thats too bad but there will be somebody else. 

I have this feeling that i need to keep him a secret because otherwise the universe will switch up on me. Im an oversharer so i overshare everything to everybody and not everybody wishes to see you happy and pray on your downfall. So im scared that if i will tell people about him everyhting will change and i lose him but lets just hope for the best. My family know about him tho because they saw me come home with flowers duh and I told my bestfriend about the date in details but my other bestfriends dont know that much about him because i just didnt tell them and i kinda think they are mad at me for that. I know everything will be okay but still im gonna watch out what i say to who. 

thank you for reading I will keep yall updated<3

x ciao Bella