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Am I romanticizing hate?

Yesterday I was in a bad mood and uh I somehow got into an argument with my best friend. I actually blocked him for a moment but later unblocked him. Now he won't respond to my texts. I forgot that he used to take unprescribed pills to cope his mentality. I used to look out for him but I feel like I'm tired. I don't want to be a good person anymore idk. 


The reason I was in a bad mood was because I wasn't feeling serious for my academics.



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steewwpidd

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this is so relatable


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✌🏼

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hazhbrown

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Bad people dont worry if they are bad and “no longer want to be good anymore” you were in a bad mood and this heavy feeling is something you couldn’t carry at the moment and maybe for longer time and thats okey dont lose your mind people pleasing its genuinely draining and lifes too short so many problems and negative shit we gotta find what makes us feel good


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Sorry for the late reply, I accidentally somehow marked as read my notifications and somehow missed these comments. Yeah, everything is okay now and he's now back.

Thank you for your kind words

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hazhbrown

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No you’re not “romanticizing” anything, i was lowkey worried that what you meant was hating fir no reason and feeling good cuz it would just be projection of your own misery but haha that word is not appropriate in this context but I know what you are trying to say.

You’re not crazy you are human. You had enough, yk what you’re doing taking care of yourself, loving and respecting yourself. You’re validating your feeling bcs you know what you are feeling. You can remove yourself from people and situations draining you, i hope you have a good day and meet more friends lmk if you have any questions. Ik where your anime pfp is from haha its cool


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Thank you

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Chekhov

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mf


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Bro I'm very sorry

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na ma go fuck yourself

by Chekhov; ; Report