Wasted teen years(vent)

Just going to be honest I’m still kinda young but genuinely what do you do if you really feel like you  wasted a good chunk of your teen years?

I know it sounds unrealistic like very unrealistic but when i was younger i wanted to you know badly be a teenager like to be part of a garage band and have grunge punk rock friends and go skating and be a dirtbag go to parties be stupid..

But it’s like these years  I was excited to do these things but now? Now it’s just bed rotting 24/7 no friends wasted a whole ass summer being and faking depression and sh

13 gone 14 gone 15 gone and I haven’t done shit  

I’m suppose to be starting guitar lesson(I think)pretty soon but at this point I think it’s pretty late to be doing that….

I honestly feel like im a waste of space and time I have nothing going for me and I quite literally spent all of my teen years not appreciating the precious time I had to do the stupid shit I was suppose to.

Please if you are about to be a teenager please try your best to seek out the crazy teen years that I have unfortunately wasted(of course not too crazy don’t do unsafe stuff) but get out and do hobbies try your best to do things don’t just bed rot and scroll your life away go to a summer camp go on a cruise ship go to a teen club don’t be a waste of space like me.

 If I could’ve done my teenage years all over again I would’ve actually done shit and not goof around I would’ve gotten a style,gotten a hobby like learning to play the instrument  or a sport and not just being so funking useless and just maladaptive daydreaming.

Please if you are a fresh teenager don’t be a waste of time like me I beg you just socialize with cool people and DO THINGS or you’ll end up like me….

Not trying to be a bad influence but if you have strict or just stupid ass parents please just do your best and still live your life even if you have to lie and sneak around because having stupid ass parents is going to HOLD YOU BACK  you have all this time to be free now it’s not the time to waste it especially if it’s with stupid ass people that you plan to cut off when you move out and don’t have to see their stupid ass faces AGAIN.