Songs that mean a lot to me right now

Joel by Glaive - wether it be a death or a break up, losing someone that close hurts

Hypochondriac by Brakence - i feel like most of my happyness left with her, i dont want another girl i want her, and i know that her reason for leaving was valid so why do i still hold on

Eldest Child by 2hollis - i dont know why but this song just stuck, what he says is so realtable but i just cant put my finger on it

House of Balloons by The Weeknd - it was her favorite song that i never listened to until now

Most of the a bit of a mad one ep by Glaive - almost every song has something and ill go through the ones that stuck

i dont really feel it anymore - her main reason

huh - i would have died for her, ive lied for her, and i tried to be there

hope alaska national anthem - she never went out her way to talk to me, and its killing me that she left but its better for the both of us

living proof (that it hurts) - ive had a lot of struggles with my mental health throughout life and this song just puts everything i feel into words, "My family thinks im pushing through it But im not, im just not man enough to do it"

And for the final song on here im gonna keep it hopeful

For god and country by Glaive (sorry theres alot of his songs i just love his music) - it just isnt over yet, after all thats happened im still going to try and be happy ill put myself first for once and stop worrying about what others think for once, "USED TO THINK ID DIE FOR YOU THE FUCK I LOOK LIKE DIEIN FOR SOMEBODY ELSE?"