rant

I genuinely think there is nothing to live for anymore bc why does life suck so fucking much.

everyone things that my entire existence is revolving around assisting others, like no, it’s fucking not 

I have a lot more to be worried about than helping someone else, Im not saying that I hate helping others, but I don’t really enjoy it either bc its not a a life requirement 

I shouldn’t have to assist somebody with self-sufficient tasks yk?

Another thing is the amount of favoritism I witness in my life, ITS SO FUCKING ANNOYING

so i have an autistic brother and he is LITERALLY treated like a king meanwhile I get treated like shit all the time

It’s not accommodations or guidance at that point, It’s basically sexism and favoritism. He literally gets away with doing the most dumb stuff while I get in trouble for the smallest things

Idgaf if he doesn’t understand or cant comprehend, that’s his fault not mine.