I'm in my Chaotic Era

Hey, so we're all learning and growing everyday and apparently I've just learned something new about myself. According to multiple people, friends and strangers, apparently I give off a very chaotic energy and I don't know how to feel about it LOL. I guess at first I was offended simply because of the way the information was delivered to me. Like, people would say it in a way that wasn't complimentary. As though it's something I should feel bad for. I've known for a while that I had this kind of, "mania" I would call it, for a while now but I never felt the need to change it. I mean there are times when I wish I didn't have it but I wouldn't want that part of me to be gone completely. Like, now that people are commenting on it I feel as though my chaotic/manic side scares and intimidates people which isn't exactly desirable LOL.  IDK I've also been mulling over the idea of getting diagnosed for ADHD, however the idea of drugs in any capacity scares me.

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