September 10th

Continuing this blog, 

My little sister is doing okay, by the way. If you had happened to come across my last blog.

Now, I sit here in my bed thinking about today’s events. I’m sure you know what I’m talking about, the guy getting shot.

I saw the video, I wish I hadn’t but I did. And it’s bothered me all day. I’m not a Republican, I hate trump, I think everything he stood for was a slap in the face to human lives. 

But I will not be celebrating his death. I mean, I won’t be mourning it either. The guy was again an awful person, but his children saw that. His wife saw that. Thousands of people saw that.

I struggle with my own morality, I wonder, if he had died peacefully or away from the public eye, would I still feel this way? 

I don’t know, it didn’t happen so I can’t say. 

Either way, I hope whatever comes for us after death is giving him one hell of an awful time, and that the people who are affected, grieve safely.