I'd like to be a nicer person

I feel as a Christian I've been letting people down. Not in a self depricating woe is me way though. I just hold myself to a standard that I know is possible for me, but I am quick to excuse myself and let my emotions get the better of me. I don't want to treat people any old way, though, because I want to treat people based on how God says I should, and also in a manner that represents who I feel I am inside.

I think there are a few verses here and there I can pull out to reference, and also some boundariees I need to make with myself and with other people  to ensure I can achieve this :3

Anyway yes I'm alive just hecka busy!! hopefully back 2 regularly scheduled program!