(Not so) Daily Message: Part 7

Hey y'all,

I just wanted to talk about this new realization I had publicly somewhere, and I remembered Spacehey yesterday and awl the cute ass pages and groups over here. Like, I was really blogging it up for a little bit.

But basically, I realized that the reason why my life hasn't really elevated as much as I wish it would is due to the suppression of my self-expression, barzzz.

Nah fr tho😩 because it's me being afraid of becoming who I truly am meant to be, coupled with insecurity, and also even my own father and loved ones shutting me down!! That's too muchhhh.  Like, imagine already being afraid of yo own potential, dealing with your own insecurities, and then the people you love also try to keep you down! Like whoa, btch, I realized that nobody truly cares about my opinion or my voice unless it's a joke or some random gem or relationship advice. And that's fcked up.

Like, why do I have to shut up? Just because I am a listener type doesn't mean I shouldn't get to speak my mind, ya know. To be honest, if we really want to get into the teas, the listener truly has a voice stronger than other heaux because they pay attention to wtf is going on!!

And my strategy from now on is to try and not let btches shut me down anymore, and to try to become more unafraid of my own voice by speaking my mind so that a natural confidence will start to exude from me slowly but surely so I can become thee baddest btch on the market.

Okay, yall, thanks for coming to my TED Talk,

With love, mariwanthesmoke😘