i shld be getting ready 4 work 9/10

im starting this entry early cause i just had a wTf! moment on my other socials. literally woke up to it, so creepy. so ive been working at my job for a bit now, and i work right next to a super markt that just so happens to have someone working there who i dont talk2 anymore, wtvr, big deal. they dont like me and i could care less. (we have past lore that i might get into but thatll be at a different time lol) ive gone in there (for my job) to break money and last time i had to interact w them :| i was nice and said thank you, again, big deal, wtvr. tell me why they are on my tiktok???? i created a whole new one so that i wouldnt have my contacts or have this problem, and i can literally see you?????? so after i blocked them i checked my page and its got my SpaceHey in bio, and my SpaceHey has my alt insta.... ik im not ashamed of being the way i am or being "cringe" to normies, but maaaaan this is like, the normieist of normies. ik they were laughing w their friends rn thinking they were better than me for all this or something -_- idk why it got me so mad, maybe the idea of them not having anything better to do or stalking my shit after 3 years of not talking at all... ugh. like, i get that i now have fully embraced being alt and stuff, but this has been here!! i love old internet culture and i love scene/emo culture and music!!!! so what??? i shouldnt be so afraid of what some supermarket normie thinks, cause clearly theyre not going to say anything abt it. and if they do, it's to ppl i already dont fw, so why do i care? such conflicting emotions lolololol this is all for fun anyways, and im going into a career that embraces alternative looks, so ive decided to not care about it and move on. thank you for letting me rant on this site, it's so refreshing even though im just spam typing lol.

ill be back later w more journaling

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it's 10:30 now, and i've had a DAY! im dressed up all cute at my favorite coffee shop rn, enjoying a cinnamon roll :3 my friends are cracking political jokes left and right and having discussions about *ahem* today's events... and while having a conversation about it, this rando woman just barged in and said "OMG UR HEARTLESS LIBERALS!!" and completely took over our private conversation for like, 15 minutes????? crazy stuff. @^@ the rest of the day was fine, school was so boring and short, had to drive a friend to work and go right back home, and that's where im headed soon to sleepppppp. i have an opening shift at work tmr too and im so dreading it... 

thanks for reading, and srry to my mutuals for not texting back :( its been a v busy day

peace!!!!!!!