uUUGH!!!!

I feel so fed up with my family, especially my fucking sister. lately she's been talking to this guy that goes to my school and shes literally getting so sick over him its getting so annoying like I legit can't even with her. And I don't even trust her boyfriend that much. His spirit feels off putting, like just his whole vibe was so weird, and what sux is that my older sister's ex boyfriend was so shitty, and I feel like the same thing is going to happen to her, like she's gonna get hurt from that guy. Literally like, its 10:32 pm right now shes like throwing up and she was crying in the shower while I was drawing and watching TV. It's literally like so mind numbing just seeing her freak out over some..GUY!! UGH!!!! Weird thing enough is that like he gave her a drawing with like invader Zim doodles and all that stuff, but the weirdest thing was that there was his own blood on the paper!!! and not to mention she literally has a black cat plushie with his blood too and honestly I'm not too grossed out by blood and all that crap, but even that's a little weird even for me, and it seems like its nothing to her, and its getting on my nerves so badly... He even gave her like two switchblades (and my parents found 1 of them in her backpack..yikes.. I mean I want one too but like that's besides the point.) She even went to the doctor because shes been feeling so weak and tired but that could be another thing, but I think this is all going way too far. its just wayyy too fugging stupid like I don't even know anymore what to do.. I soo don't wanna be dealing with this anymore It's so annoying UGHH!!!

I just REALLY hope she doesn't find this blog..

I feel so tired of her freaking out like this, and just wanted to share my thoughts on it. God, this fucking sucks

whatever imma just gonna go 2 bed, I have school in the morning anyway...

ok ok ok last edit on this but off topic I really really really wanna give myself a stick and poke but idk how to do it or what to draw and I want it to look cool if its gonna be on my skin 4ever.