Loving you hurts so much, but i will accept this pain anyway

Earth beneath his nails. He had the coldest hands I've ever touched.

His voice hypnotized me, his gaze held me like thorny vines.

I felt numb, as if I were just a poor naive moth drawn to his deadly light.

He made me bleed, but he was so careful. his sweet scent contaminated my blood with such a subtlety.

So beautiful, so sad.

My dear, my savior, my love.

You gave my life a meaning, you made my days worth it.