feeling very silly! (Life update 9)

So, i doubt anyone is following these blogs in order, but just for continuity, I accidentally numbered two updates as #6, so we are officially on life update 9!!

So homecoming is coming up, and hoco proposals are starting. Just like every year, i dont have anyone to ask out lol. But last year, i had a massive crush on a guy in my grade. And yesterday, I learned that he asked out someone!!! Honestly, i'm really happy for him! They are really happy together, and as long as he is having a good life, thats all that i really care about tbh! Plus, I dont like him anymore. I literally have no idea why, just one morning i woke up and realized that i, in fact, did not like this guy. 

i think im having my academic comeback this year. Ive managed to have straight A's so far, and ive been doing all of my extra credit, paying attention in class, and even writing notes and actually STUDYING them! I just have to keep this attitude for the rest of the year. I really want to make it at least onto merit roll, because last year i missed merit roll by 1 POINT. 

Speech and debate is going good so far, my props are coming along good and my speech is in the revising stage. It's on its way to being memorized. Were actually getting a lot of new members on the team this year, which is good!! I am a varsity member, but i still feel a little too scared to give advice to novices in case i mess up their speech. Because, to be honest, last year was actual shit. I did so bad. So, i just dont feel like im skilled enough to answer questions or give advice. But, i think im improving!!

I have been playing a lot of stardew valley lately. Im kinda going through the 2-week-stardew-phase. I wanted to start playing again before 1.7 releases, which honestly i dont think will be out for a long time. Concernedape is working on Haunted Chocolatier right now, and he said he wouldnt be pausing it, and the actual development of 1.7 would be left up to his team. Hot take: I am nnot that excited for Haunted Chocolatier, and i will not be buying it. It just doesnt seem like my type of game, but im sure it will be good!! Im just not the target audience

Btw; my go to marriage candidates are Hayley and Sam. I will die on this hill.