a year has passed the seasons go

hello spaceheyers. its been like a month? since i last blogged. so many updates this is crazy. 

first, the employment. I GOT A JOB!! today was my first day, it was that service worker job that i mightve talked about last time i was on here. anyway the first day was pretty uneventful. i got a tour of the building and moved some boxes but there wasnt anything actually going on so i basically just sat in the breakroom for 2 hours. my coworkers are all like. in their forties too so im the youngest person there (ToT)

second, the dcp. im actually not sure if i mentioned this last time but i applied for the disney college program in florida. after weeks of waiting i finally scheduled my interview for it! its next monday so less than a week and im so extremely nervous about that. ill have to dye my hair brown or black and put retainers in my piercings but ill be in the same state as two of my best friends so its worth it. also if i do get in ill be leaving in january or february and coming back before summer.

i think thats actually it uhh . ive been trapped by the capitalistic demon that is kpop groups but im refraining from spending absolutely all of my money. i mostly got into it because my friend was really into a group but he felt embarrassed about it so i thought i would be a better friend if we were able to bond over our shared embarrassment but i got really roped in. 

WAIT! i remembered another update, my ex. the evil one. shes still evil. we are on like. loose speaking terms. she did something that really very upset me but im trying not to be as sensitive as i was back then. Whatever. idk if its the weather but she bothers me

ITS FALL! goodbye