My odds and ends of Crushes

Ok so this one might be weird for literally any person that reads this so I’m so sorry in advance. 

Dudes I literally have a problem and I don’t know where else to vent to that people will understand me without my irl friends finding out!! I have the fattest crushes on older men who are celebrities and it’s not like I don’t like chicks either but no it’s like I only get crushes on older celebrity men like are we so serious rn… My friends are quite literally getting sick of my shit because it’s like every week I’m like “Guess who’s my new crush!” Like bro I’m starting to annoy myself !! But like does any one else understand what I’m talking about like I just want to know if ts is normal or if im literally weird asf… 

Also it’s not like I only like guys I’ve quite literally only dated women before so why is it only mennn!!!