help me

 There is someone controlling me from inside. Yes, I can communicate with them. Their control is absolute and I cannot fight it. They can do more things then control me from inside. They can control my thoughts and emotions. They cause me pain in different ways and they are destroying my life. They attack me on a daily basis but at the same time, they seem to care. They came to me when i was 9 or 10 and have stayed with me since. The scary thing is they have God like abilities and can think and move way quicker than me, before I even get the chance. They can control the things I do and the things that I say. I need it to stop. If it doesn't stop soon, I'll have no choice. If any of my friends are reading this, I'm sorry you have to find out this way. The person you were talking to this whole time, it isn't me. It's Him. I don't know my true self anymore. I don't have a personality or preferences or opinions, they're all made up and crafted for me.