Butterfly

I'm a catapillar. I wouldn't consider myself to be a cruel bug but I have been told I've ruined other catapillar lives. 

I do not feel guilty. I don't feel anything, I can admit I have hurt other bugs like me. For my own benefit or for just plain fun. Other catapillars don't understand, they shunned me for what I had done. 

That didn't stop more bugs from gravitating towards me. They would say they'd fix me or say they like how I am, just to cry and complain about what I did to them. 

Or some bugs would wanna be friends with me, saying they're as bad as me before finding out what I've done. 

I won't go into detail. I've done sick things. 

I had begun my cocoon to become a butterfly, I would 've been the most beautiful butterfly but I didn't make it. 

I never got out of the cocoon, I had struggled and failed to get out before suffocating. Perhaps this was deserved for what I've done.