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6/9/2025

I almost... shift???

Okay sooo I'm going to, like, start with everything from that day because I think I really did something. So, I wasn't doing any specific method and I just tried laying on my bed in the most comfortable position I could think at the moment (?), I'm not entierly sure tho but I had the motivation since some weeks before so I wanted to meditate and try, I did meditated the day after but I think I fell asleep, I made my attempt uhh sooner, WAY sooner than I usually go to sleep (I tried at 10 p.m.) so at the time I put on some theta and...

Oh my god Ben is taking my text away

Oh well, as I was saying
I tried to meditate, too, in that moment, I somehow knew that I was going to get closer to my DR but even tho I didn't know if I was going to shift or not and I wasn't entierly sure of nothing and I just tried out of wanting to. So maybe that's why I haven't been able to go to my DR, even though I'm 100% sure I'll end up going and I just have to, but ugh. WELL, I CAN DO IT LET'S FAKIN GOOO!!!
I WAS LIKE SUPER... uncomfortable? I moved a thousand and one times until I was finally in a somewhat decent position, and on top of that... my butt was itching.  
I SWEARRR I DIDN'T FEEL SO UNCOMFORTABLE IN MY ENTIRE EXISTENCE

Ignoring my butt, I ended up in the typical 2020 star position. Ahh, false information, but I just couldn't find a better pose T_T
I didn't know how to visualize well. With ADHD, it's really hard for me to concentrate, and I guess that's why meditating is very important if you want to shift. But anyway, I started counting from 1 to 100 while taking some deep breaths, mostly to relax. IT'S BECAUSE I NORMALLY DON'T SLEEP AT THAT TIME AND I'M VERY HYPERACTIVE.

And I had like a lot of things written here but I accidentally closed the window so I fucking give up im gonna put stamps i hate yall

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