my mind is blown. actually.

so i pretty recently realized i was lesbian, and you have to understand. ive been raised with christian, straight values my whole life. ON TOP of being groomed for 5 years by men who like strict power dynamics. after doing the slightest bit of research on lesbian relationships and realizing that it doesnt HAVE to be top or bottom, femme or butch, MAN or WOMAN, i feel so free. it feels like im beginning a whole new chapter of my life and its exciting. i dont have to fit into these boxes if i dont want to, i can just be me.