Lately I've been feeling like I've gotten stuck in a circle of nothingness.
I start my week by waking up at 5.30, drive to work by 6 and arrive half an hour later.
Spending about half an hour drinking coffee before I get to working 7-4pm,
followed by getting home about 5 and eat - sleep - repeat.
During weekends I do basically nothing, sometimes I go for a drive to get away
and just listen to music in my car.
The worst part is, at the moment I do inventoring for a company, and I work all solo,
and I barely have any friends left since I jumped out of school three years ago.
Does anybody else feel the same way? Life taking a lonely, repeating, lifeless turn?
I'm pretty bad at making a first attempt to meet people,
feel free to send a chat if you believe we may have something in common!
Thats about all for now :p
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Jannylili
I definitely had the same problem a few months ago for a very long time. Lately a lot changed for me personally.
I'm not a therapist but something which help me was going out of my way.
Normally I live very disciplinary, everything is strictly on a schedule which also caused a lot of stressed.
After a while tho I just reached a "Fuck This" point. I stopped putting myself under a lot of pressure and did stuff like just vanishing on a Tuesday and walking back home at 4am. while at 6am my lectures started.
To be honest my performance in college decreased a fair bit. But I have never been happier, especially during my time in this non stop loop.
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Yay somebody replied! Haha
I get that, like really get that.
I'm the sort of person who puts themself under way too much stress
unintentionally, well.. kind of unintentionally.
Anyway, your reply made my day!
At least there is somebody out there who knows what I mean :D
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