Life grr

If I kdhsisw, would anyone genuinely mourn me?

We were having like such a nice moment earlier, and then she says that. 

What did I do? 

I'm sorry.

It's been a tough month.

I haven't felt like this for a while. 

I don't like that it's back grrr.

I want to owhdiwnw because I think that's kinda the only way for me to help. 

I've been thinking about my family's mortality lately, and ughhhhhh I need to eowodhek early. 

Sometimes when I look at my mom, I get reminded of the fact that one day I'll look for her and find no one. 

It kills me🥳