little sad rant

i feel comfterble doing this cuz none of my friends know im on here

anyways is it crazy that sometimes ill still cry/get all depressed over something that happened months ago

like for context back in like feburary right before valentines day my girlfriend wanted to break up and we didnt but i never really told her how much that like fucked me over and since then ill still every once in a while find myself getting worked up about it like right now which is why im writing this rn

i just wanna know if im being a bitch right now or not because ive cried more that like twice because of this and thats more than i usually cry over something which has me getting worked up again i really dont like this