Loser love

strange

I miss loving you, I miss having you

Life is difficult, did you love me or just 

You didn't love me enough, you weren't interested in me except my being.

my body my insides you tore me apart body and soul

Damn life, I can never have what I want.

Damn you, you are simply a miserable man.

A man I loved for the first time and lost like in a war, one who couldn't love me anymore and left me with everything in my hands.

I no longer want to miss what I never had. I no longer miss having to wait for you.