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epic fail turned epic awesome sauce
cool title, man
there is not a whole lot to say about the past week it's been a lot of doing school work and restless nights but today i had quiitteee the journey
today i felt like walking just to get some energy out so I went out with the intent to go to two places in particular. the first was a DND shop I think, but despite saying it was open on google maps, it was closed. the second place was... ahem well (fans self) ehem (gulps loudly ummmm (pulls collar of shirt ) farts ) oops sorry ehum it was, like.... the adult stuff store™
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what happened in there was very funny in retrospect, i was scared the whole walk up to the place because one, i had never been in an adult store before with the exception of laughing at things in the back of Spencer's and it was scary, and two, being raised mormon made me very prudish a whole long way through my life, so doing something like this was completely unfathomable territory. when i went in i looked around for a total of probably 30 seconds before leaving because first of all, i know literally no one in there cares but you can't be inspecting rows and rows of these products without thinking to yourself "i look like a complete gooner right now"
but second of all, i don't know if I was just in the wrong place or what but i couldn't find any male products whatsoever. other than like a thousand vagina-looking ones everywhere, and i don't swing that way so i was kinda out of luck. there was penis on the wall in packaging and that's cool and all but i don't think im ready to take things up the hole just yet and i refused to go up to the cashier and start asking where this specific type of toy was because god knows it would've been the worst conversation in my whole life. it was a whole disaster. also i had a backpack on so me leaving quickly and not buying anything made it 100% look like i stole something
and i'll be honest with something, this place was like the primary reason i went out on a "walk" in the first place and it backfired to a gregarious extent and i was very upset with myself and also the store. the cashier was very nice and i'm sure she wouldn't have cared at all but oh sigh what the flipping heck ever
So once i left there i was relieved because i got it out of the way but also angry because i had just walked about 2 miles to get there and bailed instantly, so I initially was going to just go back to my dorm after that but on the way i saw a farmers market and I thought it was going to be like a Rural King where maybe they had baby chicks that you could look at and popcorn and coffee you can grab. i went in and it was just food but they had some cool snacks and the place smelled a lot like a place i used to go often when i was younger, so i got milk and a cookie because that's usually a couple of the things i would get there, and then i got some other things
after that i started walking home again and I want to note how really good i felt in that moment for some reason. i was just listening to music i liked and i was walking around doing whatever i wanted and i was happy to be free. i always have liked the idea of being able to walk one way for a really long time because I've never in my life felt as though i couldn't walk forward any more after walking a long way, at least not that i can remember. sure i might be a bit tired or thirsty but i'm always like "yeah i could go a lot farther right now if i really wanted to" and i think the fact that i was free to go where ever and do whatever i wanted to was really freeing to me
at another point on the initial way home I also stopped at a donut place because it looked nice and i thought "why not" and i went it and got a really big donut. it was so good i am happy i stopped by and got it, it was pumpkin autumn something or the other and i love autum and i like pumpking so i got it
after that i was still on my way home before i remembered my cousin reminding me earlier before i left to travel about a pride festival that was happening downtown, so i decided to go there also just because i was already walking and there was no curfew or anything so i went. This was also a good idea because i had fun and they were performing music, and it was an incredibly positive environment and i loved it. got some cool things also from there
and then i really went home after that. i was thiinking about walking out of the way to the way home to get dinner from a place farther away just because i wanted to walk as far as i possibly could before nightfall but i remembered i had a thousand things in my backpack so i just went back to my dorm. in the end my journey lasted over three hours and i walked over 8 miles, love it i would do it again 100000000000 more times. moral of the story is always go to sex shops and bail out of embarrassment because you will get cookies and milk and you will get to go to a cool pride festival and listen to music you like
(this was one among the many listened songs, but i realized this song hits much harder when you are walking around outside being happy, as opposed to sitting in your room studying or playing games or something)
the game (and something even cooler....)
the game i speak of often is still going well, i dont remember what i mentioned last time but there are guns now and they fire bullets and make sounds. they dont look good and have some rough areas but i'm able to make entire weapons in a few minutes on the technical code-side very quickly now. very cool
but there's another project i've been chipping away at the past week also, it's the big one that i've been planning for almost three years but it's not being made before i know how to use all of my tools better and i have more credibility and a larger audience. i am not showing a thing but i'm just saying that's been going
also, unrelated to game development but it's development on a creative project. our school has a comic making collaborative club thing that i joined at the beginning of this year, and me and this other person are working on a cool comic... it's short because the club only has so much money per person for printing comics but things are being written and developments are being devleloped... probably won't show much in the future until it's out but here's a doodle for maybe the design for one of the characters here you go
bye
I dont have anything else to report. i tried deathloop because i love dishonored and deathloop kinda sucks sorry
i am going to try hollow knight soon because i have heard nothing but good about Silksong
ok bye
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