hi :)

decided to login to this website for the first time in almost four years. was talking to a friend about pete wentz's old livejournal posts and said that i wished there was a social platform reserved for bullshit prose and musings again. then he reminded me that this site exists! im going to put my sad pretentious sappy thoughts here that are too long and complex for my ventpriv on twitter. or just stuff i dont particularly feel like hand-writing in my journal. sometimes sitting down with a pen for an hour is a little exhausting, yknow? plus i know really no one will see this stuff or go out of their way to look for it, unlike on twt where everyone loves snooping through everyone else's life. in smaller, more controlled spaces like this, its less easy for people to desire to pry. i tend to be very cagey generally. my digital footprint is already a fuckin crater, might as well make it a canyon with embarrassing "coming-into-being-an-adult-what-the-fuck-am-i-doing" thoughts. ive learned not to be too shameful by my past teenage angst and 'cringe'. it just means ive lived past that! means ive kept going long enough to look back and go "ugh, i sucked" yknow? anyways, hope whoever is reading this bullshit is having a good day :) 

ta-ta for now!

-k.s