I cry a lot

I just moved in with my boyfriend, and at the same time found out I was pregnant. Since then I’ve been crying so often over the smallest things. I’m scared I’ll lose my boyfriend if I don’t stop. But I don’t know what to do, I can’t stop and keeps getting more and more frustrated and pissed, and then I cry more. I just want to be happy again so that he is happy. 

For example I didn’t kiss him this morning and then tried to talk to him, he didn’t answer I went to go brush my teeth and came back, I kissed him on the cheek and he was pissed and asked what I want. So I cried. 

I hate this. 

I love him.

I’ll lose him.

~J