I'm Not Okay (I Promise)

Okay... I know it sounds ironic, it's the title of a song by My Chemical Romance, which completely represents my current state... because yes, I'm not okay.

I want to start by saying that I want to post more stuff here, but as you know, my iPhone 4s doesn't allow me to view any social media other than Tumblr, but both on MySpace revivals, on MySpace itself, and on Tumblr, I want to start posting blogs more often. I want you boring people who read me to be part of my lonely life, because you're all I have...

This is a venting post because I'm really NOT OK, and I know it well. School is torture that is slowly killing me, murdering me, and every day there is a stab in the stomach...

I get along well with most teachers because of my personality, which is focused on another era. Apparently, I remind them of their adolescence, but some teachers give us projects as if I had no other concerns about other subjects.

And it's ironic that before posting this on Tumblr and all my MySpace accounts, I'm writing this in Word, which I'm already sick of.

You may ask, aren't projects supposed to be teamwork? Not for me. My team is just me. I don't have any friends, not a single one in the whole classroom. I have no one to lean on in class, and the few friends I had are in other classrooms. I'm alone... And that's why life is less bearable. I come from a school where I had a great friend. And that's no longer the case... I wish this torture would end. I'd rather be in hell than this.

That's all for this post. I just needed to vent. Thanks for reading, but... are you so bored that you have to read my stuff?

P.S.: I'm going to redo my profile. The code is clunky and full of bugs... I'm going to rewrite the code and hope it's more user-friendly, in case anyone wants to apply my theme to their profiles :')