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entry 2

today was fine. school was school. listen if like. anyone is reading this. its just so hard to forget yknow? its almost been a year. a year from the day that my life took a 180. the day where i saw him kiss my crush. the day i thought about. bad things. they acted like they didnt do anything wrong. they acted like i wasnt there. ive done things. im not proud of. im not happy of. ive thought things i never want to think about ever again i just cant forget. its just a loop again and again and agiain and again and again and again. i just CANT FORGET. AND THEY SEEM ALL SO HAPPY WITH ME GONE. ME AT A DIFFERENT SCHOOL. EVEN THOUGH THEY CLAIM TO MISS ME SOOOOOOOO MUCH I KNOW THEY WHERE HAPPY TO SEE ME GONE. I JUST KNOW IT. I CRIED EVERY NIGHT FOR A WEEK AFTER THAT DAY. MY MIND IS CLOUDED BY THAT DAY. I CANT LIVE ONE DAY I JUST CANT. I HAVE TO SEE THEM IN MY MIND ALWAYS. I FEEL LEFT OUT. LIKE IM THERE WITH ALL MY FRIENDS I JUST FEEL SO INVISIBLE LIKE NO ONE REALLY CARES ABOUT ME. I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO TALK TO ME ASK ME ABOUT SOMETHING I LIKE I JUST WANT TO BE LIKED I JUST DONT FEEL LIKE I FIT IN.

lyrics - i am a burden on everyone in my life. i dont deserve anything.