first week of freshman year

never thought id make it this far but here i am i guess! ive been at university for about a week now and im on my third day of classes. its super exciting and ive already learned so much but i feel so bad about my social life. i keep seeing other cool goth and scene kids but im so scared to say anything, and even if i do all i say is "i like ur fit", its so hard to put myself out there and get people's socials or numbers. i also feel weird being the new kid, like everyones looking at me. its embarrassing being one of the only homeschooled kids.i just wish i was more normal

but oh well, at least i have jack, even with our struggles going to bed with him every night makes it all worth it really. 

if i make any friends ill update u guys <3