school advice?

SO basically its the first week of school and its the weekend (friday) and like i realise how lonely i am (i'm in 8th grade btw and like we do secondary school so no high school middle school shi) and last yr it was like fun-ish i think but now realising i didnt have any friends either i would just follow people.

Theres like no people with the same interest with me like its only girls (girls and boys are seprated in my school but like we see them at break or whatever) so i thought it would be easier but it isnt school is so boring and i feel so inscure too like i look in the mirror and i'm disgusted by what i see and being muslim too i wear the hijab and all the others girls with their beautiful hair and with hajabs too like their all beautiful and i look like shit and my parents on top of that make me feel like shit and i just want someone i thought i had someone but she talked abt shi behide my back and thought i didn't know and yeah

theres a new girl but isnt here yet so maybe she'll come next week or something i 

wish me luck or something!

BAIIIII!