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What the title Says.
A few weeks ago i started making my visual novel. i layed down story beats, gameplay, what the themes were going to be, scenes i wanted to make. so of course i then make a blog post to talk about it with everyone.
motivation down.
I coded a whole scratch game, functioning and expandable engine for a game one day. i open chat with one of my friends to show her some art... done, never played again.
I want to write a book, talk with my teacher about it, never touch a word document ever.
And this keeps happening.
Over and over and over.
Does anyone else feel the same?
Am i stupid?
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ParsaRoidd
I am kinda same.
it feels like no one matches my enthusiasm...
I recently started coding, and when i show it to people i knew, they didn't show any interest in it, not even a small fake compliment.
most people say that you shouldn't care about what people say, but i do. i remember i created a girlfriend chatbot on my own, like i handled the converstions, made scenarios and worked with ASCII all on my own, it was 700 lines of code in total i guess... the project was basic, but it meant so much for me. bc i learned python all on my own, i didn't even watched free tutorials that much, so it was all by me and i was proud of it really. but when i show it to others, they just mocked or didn't say anything.
sorry for the ranting,
but you know, your visual novel, or any stuff you said, is made for others. so it is completely valid for you to need other people to see it. you just have to find better people. i used to send my codes to chat gpt, although i hate it bc it's making us lazy. but i used to send it just for it to compliment me, not like code editing or anything.
you just need to find your people. i made some online friends that really like my code, and since then my learning is accelerated bc of all the positive feedback...
I was talking about a whole other thing, but you bring up a new kind of pain.
(ik i'm mean idc)
I can't even bring myself to not care about random stuff, but i understand when people aren't interested in something, and to not care for something someone in your life is passionate about has to be a douchbag move.
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i kinda noticed the difference, but you know, i thought that lack of motivation feeling is common in both of us, so i thought it's good time to share it yk.
btw i really like your profile.
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Thamks ^w^
ur's cool too :3
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