#1

I don’t really know how to do this kinda stuff so I’m just gonna yolo 

I don’t really think moving to a new school is helping all that much. Like yeah I get to see J a very good friend of mine. But we only get to hangout in the morning and I’m not very good at reaching out for like hangouts and the works. So I’m just hoping someone Actually wants to talk to me. I kinda feel weird being around all Js friends. Not the bad weird more out of place. Cause I know no one. I really only the I really “know” is J and I’m just standing there like “mhm yeah mhm yeah” and it’s not like a dig in anyone. I don’t know mhmhmhmhmggm. Today and like every school day is just. I wake up hang out with j in the morning that’s pretty fun. Then I just. I’m just so empty at school and I don’t know why. I really hate it. I really want to be friends with people but I just can’t. Idk idk idk. Some days I just want to cry but whatever

Lyrics - it will take a while to make you smile. somewhere in these eyes. im on your side.