𝒹iary #3 ୭ ˚. ᵎᵎ

thursday 4 september, 9:36 pm 2025 

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i needed to write this earlier but i chatted with my boy bsf so... hi dima 

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when i said i was NOT a good person

i meant it.

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some weeks ago or maybe even a month ago i saw a video on tt that was like:

"hot take: everybody is problematic in some way"

i checked the comments nd everybody was saying what problematic things they do like skip those palestine videos,or maybe like even litter say slurs etc

nd then i realized that neither am i a better person

but i knew it already since nobody is perfect

so it wasnt that big of a shock

but the bigger shock was seeing the comments

at first, i was lowk angry at the video thinking like "wtf is she on is she mad"

but then looking at the comments made me realize that what she said is actually very correct

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neither i watch every single palestine video and boost

i try and sometimes i do

nd im ashamed to say that i sometimes skip

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neither i completely cut off slurs (not racial slurs or any slurs i as a woman cant say)

i do say them nd i do try my best to not say them as often

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anyways this aint the point of the blog

its another one

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back to me saying "when i said i was a bad person i meant it"

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now, if i start saying the point of this blog u may think:

"thats not problematic! ur not a bad person!blahblahblah"

nd yeah, for that ur right

but im a bad person for other reasons that r not the main point of this blog

so keep it mind that

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anyways the main point is that idk how to comfort people

I DON'T KNOW !!!

is there a life episode i missed?

is there a fcking tutorial?

CAUSE IDK HOW !!!!

ive tried so many times

nd ive failed BADLY

like i seriously dont know how to properly comfort people nd not say like:

"this happened to me 2 so like dw blahblahblah"

thats narcissistic

nd yes, storytelling is a nice way of communication

but in this occasion is sounds like ur validating and considering their emotions and reactions as drammatic and sht

AND also making it about YOU and not THEM

which is crazy

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anyways i always try my best

nd sometimes i see ppl actually appreciate it

but i honestly think they're js doing it to make me feel good

nd not them

honestly i understand

u dont wanna tell people:

"ur way of comforting ppl is terrible wth is wrong with u"

in the middle of a breakdown

nd maybe im overreacting nd the way i comfort ppl is totally fine

but iont think so

somebody brainwash me idk?

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i may or may not have other things to say but iont wanna continue lol

pls subscrive to my blog

WHY DOESNT ANYBODY READ MY BLOGSSS

do i js needa accept all the friend requests i recieve...sigh(except friend collectors)

whatever ill do some charity work wtv makes my blogs famous

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BYEE HAVE AN AMAZING DAY/NIGHT

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𝒦𝒶𝓎.