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Not all people huh, I love being loved but like I love making my friends hate me.
For no reason.
Like what the heck.
I don't think I "love" making them hate me
But I always end up smirking and being all excited after a big fight.I mean Fighting is entertaining you know, I always did this as a joke or just to entertain myself, but one of my friend told me once that It make her feel bad and after every fight she felt a lump in the stomach and very guilty.
And I realise it wasn't ok.
I just love seeing them trying to find come back to my fuck ass Argument, It makes me jubilee. I don't know what kind of motherfucker get happy to harm their friends. But when I do it I don't even give a fuck.
I think I'm very mad deep in my soul and I use my friends as a way of Satisfy my rage.
Poor them.
but some times I just hate my friends.
They are so dumb.
So ugly.
So fucking dirty minded.
And Swifties.
And posers.
Like I just wanna cut their throat.
Not all.
Especially Mathilde.
Like what the heck.
I think I hate too sensitive people or easily offended. (She's)
That get too defensive and take what I say too seriously.
Because I'm a very clumsy and straightforward person, And if I have to take everybody emotions carefully and try to not hurt them, I'll get crazy.
Yeah it's not normal at all. It's some basic of respect
I realise that I only get like this when I'm pissed when we don't agree.
I'm tired.
I'll just try to be less irritable. But when you're with your friend 24/7 you can't just stand them, you always end up hating them.
You have to be away from your friends for a while to maintain a friendhip. This is why school Holidays exist thanks god.
It reminds me my last "BFF". We spend too much time together, we were twin we liked each other so much we even spend the whole summer holidays together without missing even a day together, we weren't even bored of eachother.
I just started hating her out of sudden.
Our friendship ended very badly lol.
Don't get too close to friends If you care about them and love them and wanna stay Firends with them.
At least I hope it's not the same for you.
Goodnight.
Sorry for the random vant.I don't think a lot of people will read this, The title is very clickbait tho
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ch4m ✭
umm so this is kinda evil ..
damien dubrovnik
do you hate yourself so much that making other people angry with you feels soothing in a way? i mean i used to be that way a year ago and then i realized i was just really burnt out and depressed. has settled down ever since but still. i recommend you talk to a professional because this much self sabotage isn't really normal
I DO!
no I'm kidding. I just realised that I was fighting especially with ONE of my friend. Not all, so maybe I just can't stand this person SPECIFICALLY.
that would explain because, She has a lot of character and gets angry quickly, so sometimes it amuses me to annoy her.
I just do that in bad mood
I don't think it is that deep
by KImisquid; ; Report
i see. i was actually in a similar situation last year
aside from all the self-loathing there was this one specific friend who was mean to me for no real reason and eventually i went from feeling upset to feeling accomplished whenever i managed to make her mad. ragebaited her constantly for the love of the game until i decided i was done letting her take her anger out on me and dropped her so she turned on her other friends whomst immediately dropped her as well. goes to show this sort of thing doesn't really end well
by damien dubrovnik; ; Report
BULLET
real lmao
Yo I didn't expected you there, I really like your blog
by KImisquid; ; Report
Blogs*
by KImisquid; ; Report
aww thank you so much!! <3333
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m0sdet6
Being in both sides, it's easy to get carried away so I just said "fuck it"
𝙳3χu
You should go to a psychologist, believe me, it helped me and now I am a less irritable person who controls their emotions :D
SmogHotdog
I also get this, definitely not 2 the same extent, but arguing is so much fun.
IRL or not, I really love 2 argue lmao
I'm not that crazy then lol
by KImisquid; ; Report
Kzed
i dont think not getting too close is the answer i just think you need to make some space between them you can be a close as you want but ya need to separate every once in a while yk and you definitely need to look inwards but everyone should do that
Yeah frr
by KImisquid; ; Report
kntnank2o
why .
Entertainment
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JustAlex
the feeling is real tho, fighting is fun i like arguing but my friends sometimes dont, like ofc i had fun when we got in trouble with cops ofc im gonna bring it up dont get so pissy we got out fine
Okii
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