What Will I Do?

I like anyone want money so a simple 9 to 5 wont cut it. I'm thinking of being a truck driver. In Ireland truck drivers can get paid anywhere from €40,000 a year to €60,000 a year which don't get me wrong is a good amount but being a truck driver consists of being on the road almost all the time which will make having a relation ship hard not like ill get in one anyway but that also means I wont be able to properly enjoy the money I make which is a bummer but not like I have anything to do anyway and yes there are other better paying jobs but I'm not good at things I could work in it but I'm bad at remembering code and anytime I take apart something I always end up with a left over screw or I forget where certain parts go or completely forget to reinstall a part in the first place.😭