[VENT] art post part 1! and some discussions regarding psychosis.

okay you're Not stupid. you read the title. i've been pretty crappy mentally and i get professional help at the end of the month. a few days ago, that felt like forever. since it was still august back when i found that out. but it feels almost relieving that it's soon. i'm working on getting medicated, as my abilify's dosage is too strong for me physically (i get flu-like symptoms) and i found out tonight that the prescription that i have is unable to be split in half, so i'm gonna take a liquid format of that tomorrow.

gonna have to handle another night without my medication for now. that's okay! i just kind of want to find what's causing this. i haven't been diagnosed with anything in this regard. i thought it was my deficiencies at first, but i take my vitamins every day. i settle into manic and/or psychotic episodes nearly every day, this day included (almost). i drew to prevent another psychotic episode from happening and it helped way more than espected.

if you came for the art, it's under the cut. heed the content warnings, even if it's not graphic. it was made to prevent a psychotic episode, and it worked. <3 enjoy!

cw: eyestrain (?), unsettling imagery, hinted suicidal ideation, delusions regarding god status and religion

text: if you want to be GOD, MEET HIM

alrighty, i'm outta here. thanks 4 reading if you did!