too cool or school

Going into this year at college I feel extremely different. I spent the summer just relaxing and enjoying my own company; however, to my surprise that feeling hasn't went away. I also spent some  time thinking about my past mistakes and how I want to approach my future. I've said yes to everything so far and I am glad I did because now my life sounds and feels like yes. It feels like there is never a no for me in some ways it feels like I'm finally accepting what I desire in this life and demanding how I want to feel everyday I DO NOT want this feeling to ever go away so i deleted instagram and finally released myself from everyone I knew to accept where I'm headed and I know its at the top I know that I'm that 1% I know whatever I want I already have because everything in my being feels certain and entitled to everything this world has to offer !