no more lov interest

i need me time more than ever. i’ve tried, i really did, but committing to a relationship is too draining. i felt like i couldn’t exist anymore outside of it, and with everything going on in my life, every day felt like failing. nobody was satisfied and i was almost always left with guilt. all of this took a toll on my physical and mental health to the point i wanted to just disapear forever. this is not what love should feel like, and if it is, then i don’t want it.