good things!

I tend to only blog about bad things and thats cause i need to vent but i was thinking since ive been feeling better lately i will write about things and people i appreciate rn, so

first of all i couldnt have gone through so much without my friends (aka b, ji, lin, l, e) and its not like we talk a lot about our problems or about ourselves but we spend a lot of time together on discord like playing videogames or watching series also we hang out if we can and i think i kinda take them for granted but the truth is my life would feel a lot lonelier without them so im glad :)

Besides them, this year i had the great opportunity to get to meet a new friend! shes been my classmate since 2021 but we just had different groups of friends so we never really talked, but now i feel so glad i met her! every time i hang out with her its like the best day ever and shes so creative and clever and funny and pretty!! i wish i could always be with her (not gay tho) but i know she has other friends so its not like i can do anything about it, i mean shes really great ofc she has more friends!! but anyways im just really happy to have her friendship. And even if she didnt make it on purpose, i feel like she healed a part of me that was always afraid of expressing myself or being judged, i think its like her superpower. 

Now, i would never be able to express how much i love my mom. Shes a really helpful person and i feel like i took her for granted for too long. She always cooks for us, do the cleaning, washes dishes, makes our beds, has the house warm, does the laundry... etc! and since she make it look so easy and its like a habit to her i never really paid that much attention but now i wish i could help her so much more. But its not like she just does that things and thats why i love her, shes always listening to my wishes even if its just like some orange juice. Also buys me little things that warms my heart like a cute cup for the tea or a hot water recipient (here we call it guatero) to put in my bed and keep my feets warm! She always try to make my life easier and worries if im sick or if ive been eating less or if i look sad... Even if i cant tell her my problems shes always willing to help me or my sisters. I want to make her smile more often:) 

ill update later i need to go to class!