I think i'm going crazy idk

Hiii

I haven't wrote here in a while hehe, I was busy (and I kinda forgot that spacehey exists).

I'm pretty fucking confused about what i'm supposed to do with my life, and I guess that's normal at my age, but still, it's a pretty weird feeling.

I got a job during my last vacations, I worked at a callcenter for a phone service company in USA, it was probably THE WORST EXPERIENCE EVERRR. I understand that calling customer service is pretty stressing cuz you have to wait A LOT, but I feel like the callers don't understand that the issues they have with the company have NOTHING to do with the agent 😭😭
I mean, some people were nice but most of them were just mad and screamed at me or smting. So I was 8 hours sitting in front of a computer listening to people yell.
Btw, if u wanna get a good treatment PLS BE NICE TO THE CUSTOMER SERVICE AGENT!!!! I did my best everytime ocf, but when someone was nice and pacient  I would go over the top and help them as much as I could!

Idk, besides that awful job, everything went nice.

Now, i'm in my 8 semester at university, THATS MY ISSUE, i feel like im too old. Im 20, but I still feel like i'm 18 idk. I'm applying to an exchage in México (yey méxico), but after that idk what to do, like where am I supposed to workkkkk. IM SO SCARED of not finding a great job, cuz I know everyone expects that I find sometthing good, plus I rrly want to live better. 

Also my friengroup fought(?) Idk, they all hate eachother now so I dont rlly have anyone :P

whateverrrr 

I'll figure everyting out